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hey kids i have a new live journal.../users/y0ur_pr0mise its friends only so comment to be added i probably wont use my other lj anymore so yea add meee
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it's y0ur_pr0mise...not y0ur_promise...sry nukkaz'
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hmm havent updated in a while...
friday-went to bris house with eddie. hung out there for a while. then vicki, and erik came. so after a while me, alexis, brianna, eddie, erik and vicki all went to the iowna show and when we got there we were about to sneak in the window b/c the school wouldnt except people from public schools..so yea someone saw us near the window so then we just sat on the sidewalk and we got kicked out for smoking on school grounds and blah blah blah. so we had to leave... but for the 10 mintues we were there it was sooo great. SO MANY HOT GUYS holy shit. guys in tight pants *drools* hehe so yea we walked 10 fucking miles all the way back to yonkers. we were in crestwood so me alexis and eddie just got a ride from eddies mommy, so we stayed at his grandmas house to wait for her. meanwhile vicki brianna and erik walked when they COULD of gotten a ride...so yea...10 MILES. it took 2 hours. when we got back we just hung out at the inside mall and we saw mattttt and he shaved his head!! he looks so different hehe. so then we all walked back to bris house and waited for our rides.
saturday-went to bris house around 12:30ish. then antonio came so me, alexis, antonio, brianna, and vicki all went to the galleria and met up with kyle. i couldnt find the shoes i wanted so now i have to wait another 2 weeks =( so me and alexis got ditched so we just went back to cc and drank with each other and antonio. it was so fun lol. we were running around cc all crazy and stuff. then we just went to in the inside mall to wait for brianna and everyone else. then we went outside and SOMEONE. im not gonna mention any names came up to me and they were starting shit. and for you're information i DID not call ANYONE a slut...so stop putting words in my mouth. kthx. god people like that piss me off.
-i want my jobbb backkkk =(
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ahh. i want him soo bad hehe. i am so bored right now and tired. and im really really hungryyyyy. im talking to patty on the phone right nowww hehe. i miss her so much. i cant wait untill she comes back to ny. we are going to have so much rough lesbian sex hehehehehe. anywho im gonna go now b/c theres nothing to update about
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this weekend was fun. went to the talent show at yhs on friday with brianna vicki rena seemer.then went back to bris house afterwards. then saturday went to saturday school which was GAYY. saw christen and krysten on my way inside. so afterwards i went to bris house and me vicki brianna krysten alexis bryan rena john and erik went to the galleria. and we meet up with matt,danielle,and texas.i got 2 shirts a pants. then later on we all went to the inside mall and met up with antonio and some other people. later on we meet up with people i really did not want to see. so then we went back to briannas house and me and vicki slept over. woke up at around 10:30 and my mom calls and shes like im picking you up in an hour so i was like ahh why i wanted to hang out today and she said "i have some bad news"...uncle vince died...grrr..then i took a shower got ready. matt and erik came. matt left then we all walked around cc. met up with joe then i had to leave at 3:30 b/c of the fucking wake...
i should be leaving soon.
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today was fun.took the bus with brianna to her house. then vicki came and i went to give her a hug and i went to hug bri and we both lost balance and she fell on top of me and i fucked up my elbow. it was pretty funny lol. then me brianna and vicki went to the talent show at yhs with rena n seemer. it was good. met up with krysten and christen and a few other people. i saw jessica...she got really pretty =) then after the show we went back to bris house...chilled there untill my mom came to pick us up, and now im here.
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today was fun. got out of school around 12:30 again and saw cello and chilled with maryann and isis. then we went to go pick up joe and we all went to wealty and played on the swings then we drove to shoprite, and me and maryann were being loud. so we were outside of shoprite and we were going in and this old guy is like "SHUT UP!!" so i was like "shut the fuck up. i will break your fucking leg" and then i got in his face and i was like "do you wanna fite" and like 5437989 ppl were staring and this one lady was like wat a shame lmao it was hilarious. then we went to b/v then cello had to leave so he dropped off isis and dropped off me maryann and joe on lockwood to meet eddie and steven. then we walked around n shit and we went in the woods. yea so. thats about it. tomorrow me and maryann have everything planned its gonna be so much funnnn hehe. ahh i left my marshmellows in cellos van =(
im so happy. me a and vicki are friends again. and i hope things stay this way or either get better b/c i dont want to lose her as a friend<3 =) yayness
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wow today sucked.
1-3 periods i was fine. then 4th period i started crying during lunch. then 5th. i went to lunch 6th and i cryed. me and brianna just started crying b/c we just lost our best friend. this is just killing me. i never even said that stuff about you. i duno why she said i was but i didnt. i just miss the old days. why cant everything be normal again? i keep thinking about how much fun we all had together and look at all the pictures and i just start to cry. i want to be your friend but you have to change. please don't do this to yourself. i duno wat to say anymore. i know nothing is going to change...im not gonna even bother. i really dont know wat to do.
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today was fun..came home from my dads house then got ready and went to bri's house and antonio, eric,krysten, and krystens friend was there. then matttt came. and we WERE gonna go to the gally but plans changed so we just chilled in cc. went to the inside mall for a bit then we got kicked out.saw angela,diana,michelle,joe,steven. then we went to mommas. thennnnn we walked to circut city and chilled there for a little. i wheeled krysten all the way to stop and shop from the inside mall in a shopping cart and i had to take the long way b/c of the stairs then she got out and pushed me all the way up the hill right in front of bris house. lol it was so funny. so we all went back to bris house and weissss came. and we just all chillaxed. some people left and then thats about it. so yea thats pretty much my day. laterrr bitchzz<3
im so happy that me and krysten are hanging out now. i miss the good old days. memories<3 =)
feeeeel betterrr alexxxxiiiissss<33333
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met up with maryann eric and callan then we walked to saunders and met up with vicki brianna antonio and some other kid. and um. vicki stole my stoges! grrrrr. she better give them backkk. so then brianna and vicki left. and so did eric and callan. so me maryann and antonio just walked around and went to lockwood and ate and we saw nick and carminnee and we all went to cellos casa. fun night. lol i called the pizza place and asked for a large pie with peanuts applesauce and fish heads and the guy was like whos this and i told him it was santa clause lol.
Maryann R. stinks. lmao
i dont know wat to do. hmm.
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today wasss funnnn. went to briannas around 1ish and we took el bus to the mall. we met up matt and texas. hmmm..i got a brand nizzle shirtttt, matchbook romance shirt, 3 different hair dyes. (blue,dark purple,and red) hehe, a dr seuss shirt, lilu purfume,matchbook romance cd, and earings. i think thats it. i spent all my money. =( and alexis got a whole shitload lol. it was funny watching her trying to carry all her bags. haha. hmm then vicki, michelle, and jessica came. and i ran into caiti which i havent seen in 47394 years! we should hang out sooon...then me brianna alexis and matt all "went home" with texas...lol he dropped us off at cc and we hung out with phil, andrew, and al for a little while then we went to brianns house and had cake and vicki n michelle came by and my mom picked us up and she gave them a ride home and we were passing by this restaurant type thing and it said "tap room" on the side and i though it was a room where like...well u know that saying "oh i wanna tap that ass" so i kinda thought it was a room like that and then vicki thought it was a tap dance room lol it was funny.
ahh we saw phil from longspur. he works at pac sun. and omg i creamed my pantssss.
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today=mucho fun =)
went to school...saw vicki. we chilled untill 5 min before 1st period ended then went to class for the remainder of the period to hand in some homework. then me and vicki went to lockwood and hung out with james and eddie for a while untill they left then we took a bus to the galleria and met up with matt so we can pick up a few other things for alexis =) went back to school ant drove us to the 25 stop and me and vicki got like 5437598 stares, it was funny. then eventually we got to briannas house and matt,phill and marcus were there. then jessica came, later on rena, seemer, scott, joe, krysten, christen, stephen all came. ate pizza,all that stuff. cake...then went out some people left and we all kept on separating blah blah blah. then we all left went back to the house and thats pretty much it. some cock munchers were screaming shit to alexis out side the house. damn reatards...then my mom came and picked me up and she was having a weird conversation with briannas mom for like 5689 years..lol. and now im here..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXIS =)
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hmm. well. it seems as though i am single once again =) i'm not very good at the whole relationship thing...guys are just confusing...sometimes. oh well. =)
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this weekend was mucho fun. monday afternoon i went to briannas house and hung out with alexis and bri for a while then we met up with vicki and michelle and krysten =) chilled in the inside mall, like always. then me and alexis walked around and went to some stores. we "bought" silly string hehe and braclets,keychains,and socks n shizzle hehe. then we got stalked by these guys. they were like i love you i wanna marry u and stuff and they were weird. i think they were making fun of us. lol. saw ana =) eventually went back to bri's house and slept over. we watched the uptown girls. good movie. then we woke up got ready and went to stop and shop and got lot of snacks hehe then we had to run back to the house b/c it was pouring. hehe it was fun. ummm then we met up with matt ant michlle,phil, and like 5439543 people. dont feel like naming them. anywho i found out some interested news...oh well. dont care. alexis is my serious g/f now b/c...GUYS SUCKKKKKK blah blah blah blah blah. fuck you.
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just got back last night...texas is B.O.R.I.N.G. i missed all my friends and my house and my bed and my computer and everythinggg. i was so home sick =( but im home now. hehe yay. today should be fun..im gonna hang out with alexis and brianna and vicki! hehe im not sure who else. im waiting for them to call me so i know when they're up. i dyed my hair green last night when i got home. i was up untill 4 in the morning doing it b/c i did it with bleach so it will show better. i only did 2 streaks and green underneath hehe. it shows much better then last time.it looks pretty good hehe.
*steals from edwin*
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last night was fun..went to cc and met up with vicki alexis brianna matt al and andrew. then we went into the inside mall and saw felica and hung out with her. we were basicailly in there all day b/c it was too cold and windy outside. then later on we all met up with michelle,jp,john and jp's friend pete. we all just chilled in the inside mall for most of the night then we drove around and got lost lol. yea so that was pretty much my night. it was fun...but it could of been better...so yea...im leaving today. i dont want to go. i wanted to spend spring break with my friends, but nooo i have to go away..this sucks. im gonna miss everyone. im coming back on sunday so i can hang out on monday and tuesday :) im so scared. i hate planes =(
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hmm this weekend was mucho fun.
friday-went to briannas house after school and me brianna alexis vicki and patty went to the galleria and we met up with phil and michelle and eventually john...we "bought" some stuff hehe. i got like 5473895743 more braclets white and black knee socks, 5743895 shoe laces and i got this reallyyyy cute skirt hehehe. oh yea and i got 2 shirts and knee shorts from pac sun hehe. then we all left and when we were on the bus this bum comes on and he was acting sooo weird lol. when we were about to get off the bus i stood up and i was swinging on the pole and then he said hey look im spider man lol. and he pulled himself up and his feet were in the air and he was litterally on the ceiling. i jumped up and screamed and like ran away from him. lol omg we couldnt stop laughing. it was so funny. he was like our entertainment while we were on the bus. then when we got off the bus we all started to run and scream and his other bum friend started yelling at us saying "fuck you you stupid fucking assholes" it was so funny/scary lol. then we walked around cc and me and alexis went to macys to "buy" panties b/c i need them to spend the night. eventually we all went back to brianna's house and me and vicki slept over. in the morning me alexis and vicki all put green streaks in our hair hehe. i want to do more but this time i want to do it with bleach. so yea then i left for a little while then came back and we all went to mammas to buy beer and we saw eddie angel and shorty. after that we all went to jen's house and we drank there was this really HOT guy there but we couldn't have him =( lol aww. so yea then we drank at jen's house and we were supposed to leave a certain time but then her uncle came him and me alexis and matt had to hide in jens closet and brianna and vicki had to hide under her bed. then vickis phone went off and ruined everything and we all got caught. i felt so bad =( so then we all left and met up with andrew and al and went to rigby and drank. and there were 759437598347 people in the park so we went to the back near the rocks and then the fucking cops came and we ran. just when we thought we got rid of them i had a can of beer up my sleve and the cops were right there so i ran and threw my beer and matt and al got caught but everything is cool...later on we all went to bri's house and my mom picked me vicki and bri up and we went to my house and they slept over hehe. in the morning we went to church (eww) and we saw carmineeeeee. and evan???? lol haha anywho then we went back to bri's house and we chilled in cc for a little and i went to work. after work i went to shoprite and i saw amanda hehehe. so i came home and now im here. so yea that was basically my weekend. oh yea...alexis is me girlfriend hehehe! blah im leaving on tuesday...i dont want to goooo im gonna miss my friends,and my home, and yonkers...grr this sucks. but im coming back on sunday so i have monday and tuesday to hang out...thats cool i guess...tomorrow im gonna hang out with brianna vicki and alexis..and who knows who else. hehehe so tomorrow should be fun...its probably gonna be the last day i see them before vaction...=(
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